Dec 29, 1973

We have gathered as a family to listen to the funeral of Pres. Harold B. Lee – Prophet, Seer, and Revelator of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints.

What a shock!! A feeling of emptiness to hear of his death on Wed. night, Dec. 26. He was in good health and was such a vigorous leader. He had done so many things during his short tenure of around 18 months. He talked “straight” and was beloved by the entire church. We had all felt that he would lead us for 20 or more years. Surely the Lord has specific designs in the scheme of things to take his life at this time.

I feel a spiritual awareness that perhaps now we are to see the latter day Moses referred to in the 103rd sec of D&C.

Were it not for the fact that our individual relationships were directly with the Lord and our individual testimonies and conversion of and to the Gospel of Jesus Christ were the direct line of communication and strength for each of us individually, we would be very insecure in the latter-day world with its many changes and challenges.

The testimony of the life of Pres. Lee indicates to us that a man or woman who is righteous may be taken anytime according to the call of the Lord. With death it is a time of joy for the ones who “passes” because of the glorious change in his life – but for those who remain behind it is a time of great mourning. As Pres. Lee’s life has been an example, I see that my life has been of little consequence. I say this in honest humility without self-pity. Would that I might someday know and live in the midst of these great and noble spirits, such as Pres. Lee, who have so nobly walked the earth. Nevertheless, I rejoice that I have participated in some rich experiences with wonderful people in my family, saints in my ward and Stake, and my brothers and sisters of “the world”. May God sustain me and grant me the desire to live a worthwhile life with some accomplishments that will benefit others according to the plan of our Lord as revealed in his gospel.

Dec 26, 1973

We tried this year to cut down on the giving of presents and instead give the money to a needy family. This we did. As a family we gave $200 to a family that has recently lost their husband and father and now find themselves in a markedly changed financial condition. We were indeed blessed. Carol came up with the idea that we be assigned a given name of someone in the family and make a present for them. The presents were wonderful. It is evident that there is a great deal of talent in this family. This was the best and most exciting part of our Christmas and we excitedly plan to do it again next year. Jane brought presents to each of us from Spain. I showed all the family what we had accomplished in our genealogy work and told them that it was necessary for the Farmer children to come to know the Anderson, Evans, Holm, Southwich line of the family because we would be intimately associated with them on the other side of the veil. I was greatly pleased about their response. We certainly have the Spirit of Elijah with us in regard to the living and now I feel it will become more developed for those who have gone before us. We need them as advocates to guide our family in the troubled time ahead.

President Badger (Stake President) called on Christmas day to tell me of his love for us and how he valued our friendship and also that he regrets that we do not see much of one another. I am really amazed by this because I hardly even see Pres. Badger. My church position never really calls for me to see him except at High Priest Quorum meetings once every three months. I certainly feel a great respect and love for him and sustain him in his position as my Stake President. I hope that the time will come when we can continue to be as and more productive but will be able to savor and enjoy our relationship with others to a greater extent than we do now. I am grateful that others care about us.

This Christmas was also special because Norma gave Eric a present which was her personal life history. This means so very much to me because now I can make copies for all the children. There is no greater present than this – giving of oneself and sharing the precious moments of a special life.

Dec 24, 1973

Once again we commemorate the birth of the Savior – what amazing changes have occurred in this world in the past year. We now find ourselves in the midst of tremendous shortages in fuel, commodities, food, etc. Somehow, I have a strong feeling that evil men are manipulating things and pulling strings which make us dance like marionettas. And so I personally long and pray to live all the Lord’s laws that we may become a true Zion people – that we might call off any dependence we now have upon the world – its economic and political system.

If we could only see what the Lord has in store for us if we will but listen to the prophet and search and study the scriptures. I have resolved to reread the scriptures in a way – a systematic way – that will perhaps allow me to become a true scriptorian in the Kingdom of God.

Our family has gathered together again for Christmas. There is now truly a Spirit of gathering which brings great joy to just be in the company and enjoy the sociality of one another – Jane has returned from Spain and below is a letter which depicts her Spirit and indicates what a strength she is to the family. [card enclosed from Jane to the family]

All the children have grown – I can see that we live in the midst of tremendous people who are Spirits held back to the very latter days in order to assume leadership roles and be tremendous influences in the kingdom of God. Last night Eric blessed his baby girl Christrina. The following stood in the circle – Kirk James, Tom, Leland, myself and Bro. Don Duffy. I begin to see how powerful the Priesthood can and will be in our family.

I was asked to give the Christmas message to the University Ward and our ward regarding the Savior. It was well received, but the assignment was so important to me because first I was asked by very critical, discerning young people who had prepared an outstanding musical program built around the talks and because it was pertaining to the personality of the Savior what right do I have to address my self to the life of the Savior unless it is done with considerable prayer and fasting to create a true sacred mood and capture some of the real truths of his life.

I don’t know what lies ahead for me and this wonderful family this year but I do know that we have been blessed enormously this past year. The Lord has indeed been very close to us and he helped this family in a way that no man ever could. He has helped to change some of the traditions of the fathers that I thought could never be altered. Truly all things are spiritual!! If we but make God the central figure in our lives and seek the spiritual things first – then the temporal things will be altered and problems will be solved to help us sanctify and purify ourselves.

My heart and mind are constantly concerned with a “family business” – A means of livelihood that will help this entire Anderson, Farmer family live close together in a spiritual bond. I feel that we, as a family, can and will live the Law of Consecration. I also feel that this gnawing feeling in my heart and mind regarding this matter is of a spiritual origin and has been put there by the Lord. Surely we will be successful in bringing this to fruition – but only through the guidance and help of the Lord.

I love the Lord, Jesus Christ, with all of my soul. I feel His great love for me and all my brothers and sisters here upon the earth. I need Him every moment of my life – I desire to make my election made sure while still a mortal, if possible. But first, I desire to have this great gift for others – those in my family, and those for whom I am responsible in my church calling that I may lose myself in caring about others over and above myself. I desire that my light may shine so bright that it will bring joy unto the lives of others who are seeking for truth. As an example, one in the last few days while scrubbing for surgery, one of the surgical technicians asked me “If the golden plates of the Book of Mormon were held in the Salt Lake Temple”. In the brief 10 minutes we were scrubbing I was able to tell him something about the Book – the history of the Nephites, and Lamanites, and also speak to him about the relevancy of the great truths as brought forth in the Book of Mormon. I bore my testimony to him of these things and later gave him the Book of Mormon.

Chris has given birth to a beautiful baby girl (Christrina Teresa Anderson) and Shirli has given birth to a beautiful baby boy (Leland Anderson III). Both of them had the babies by natural childbirth and their husbands – Eric and Leland – helped them and were with them throughout labor and the delivery. I have such admiration for them – What a contrast to the method of anesthesia that our generation has utilized in childbirth. Truthfully, I look back with regret and some shame that I was not near when Norma gave birth to our children.

May the Spirit of the Lord be with us this special Christmas season that we might cement our relationships with the Lord even firmer and commit ourselves to lives His laws and way of life even better and in a more dedicated manner.

Dec 6, 1973

Tomorrow I will operate on one of my partners in the Clinic – Dr. Newton. I’m grateful that the Lord has endowed me with the skills that I can be of service to very discerning and critical MD’s. It is gratifying that those who know me best and know my surgical work call upon me for help.

Tonight I was called to administer to Pat Russell. How wonderful to be able to function as a hometeacher and be found worthy to function in such a capacity. I seem to have the opportunity quite frequently to use my Priesthood nowadays.

Yesterday I received a letter that I will always treasure above gold. It came from a young man, Bob Burden, who has had to wrestle with one of the most negative attitudes I have ever known. [A copy of Bob’s letter and Kirk’s response is enclosed]

Nov 30, 1973

On Nov 29, Chris Anderson gave birth to a 7lb 8 oz baby girl – It was a beautiful experience for Chris and Eric. Chris gave birth by natural childbirth and Eric was there to help Chris and witness the birth of his and her daughter. Everybody in the family is excited and happy. The birth took place at 2:13 PM.

I have been terribly busy at work as of late – all of my patients in the hospital are either total hip or knee replacements and [hard to discern – back pain/problems of some kind]. I have been most fortunate that my medical practice has been so controlled that I rarely get called out for emergency calls anymore. It certainly was not like that in the early years of my practice. It is wonderful to be engaged in a profession or vocation where there is a great variation in the work. It is the association with people that I enjoy most and where I can ease someone’s suffering through understanding, charity, and the application of good medical judgment. I find great satisfaction in the following letter from someone who had come to see me from Twin Falls, ID depicts what I mean: [A letter attached on p. 20 from an Elder Eddy Elorrieta expressing gratitude for Kirk’s medical work with him].

I am now at a time in my life and medical practice (25 years) that I can see the results of trying to always do good work and to build a good name. The latter is one of the most precious things I can leave for my family. I have noted that as long as one tries to be honest and fair in his dealings with others he will build an amiable (or enviable) reputation of good repute; but to destroy it, all that is required is to do one dishonest things or even questionable action – in spite of the fact that many years have been spent in living an honest life.

I found that I could be free this afternoon from my professional labors and so I spent the afternoon in the Seattle Branch Geneological Library. How grateful I am that the Lord has called me to be a High Priest Group Leader of so many choice brethren in the 8th Ward. I have come to understand what Priesthood geneology work is and am converted to it. There is a difference between having a testimony and being converted of any given principle in the Gospel. I believe we only have 4-people in our outstanding 8th ward who are converted to the work. I can see one reason why Leland has come to Seattle to be with us. We need him!! – Together and with the Spirit of the Lord we will turn this ward in to the great work of geneology.

I feel so very close to my forebearers. I love them, cherish them, and am grateful for my marvelous heritage. I desire to know them as I desire to come to know Joseph Smith, Brigham Young, the ancient prophets and patriarchs, and know the Lord, Jesus Christ, through their messages and the scriptures.

It is gratifying that I have been chosen to give the Christmas message at the University Ward. I pray that we can join together to gain greater understanding of the Saviors birth and mission.