"I have decided to keep a journal because I believe that my life is important not only to myself but also to others. Perhaps I can stimulate others in my family to do likewise so that the family may be strengthened through deeper communication. Only that material which keynote the central themes of my life and its experiences will be recorded. Certainly it will not always be serious because I enjoy a sense of humor and do not take myself serious enough to think that everything that happens to me is earth-shattering. In fact, I enjoy a good laugh with others when my antics and habits are in review. It would be more than I could ever hope for, if my wonderful and choice family – those now living and those yet to embrace life here upon this earth – would read my thoughts and come to understand me as I desire to understand them. Then a love would develop in all our hearts for our God; for one another; for life; and for the quest for eternal life together. And so whenever a record is being made I pray that the Spirit might be with me that it will be felt by those who read these words in the spirit of truth. Only the decisions that pertain to our relationships with our Father in Heaven and the Savior are important. All other decisions will be of little consequence."

Sunday, November 25, 1973

Nov 25, 1973




What a special day!!! I was able to ordain Eric an Elder. Kirk James, Leland, Bishop Filleny, Bro. Jay Ferell and Don Duff stood in with me. Eric has made such a change in his life in the last 6 months. Leland and Shirli talked in sacrament meeting tonight. Several people told me it was the finest talk they had ever heard. I cannot believe the unbelievably wonderful personalities that surround me in this family. They are dearer to me than life itself. They make life what it is. I pray constantly for the guidance and Spirit of the Lord to guide me in my patriarchal relationship to these magnificent spirits. Here we are living in a world that is “falling apart” with corruption in all walks of life, wars, an energy crisis, etc. and we are basking in a spirit of love and confidence. The Spirit of the Lord is with us and I pray that He will guide us as a family according to His will to do His work. Yesterday 105 brethren from our stake flew down to the Oakland Temple and did 315 Endowments. We had no sleep for 36 hours and fasted before going. I found it very hard to find spirituality under these circumstances. What thrilled me most was that several brethren contributed more fares than one so that other brethren could go with us. It was a good lesson in receiving for some as well as giving for others. I hope that this can be done in our stake 1-2 times a year.

[In between Nov 25 and Nov 30, 1973 Posts – an article taped into the page titled “What it takes to become a great doctor” by Stafford L. Warren, MD. It is and article from November 12, 1973 and was printed in a publication titled “Medical Economics” and begins on p. 251. Kirk’s comments on this article are noted on the page: “this article defines and categorizes Doctors as I have come to recognize them”.]

Thursday, November 22, 1973

Nov 22, 1973 - Thanksgiving



What a special day!!! Kirk has come home to be with us because the family “turns him on” – Eric, Chris and little Eric will be here and Leland and Shirli will bring their special spirits to make this a memorable day. Kirk and I arose at 6 am to take John and Rick to the airport. They will fly to Salt Lake to join Nathelle and family – Tom, Kathy, etc. for a few days.
We all feel a great deal of anticipation regarding Chris’ and Shirli’s deliveries. Chris should deliver anytime and any day this week-end. Shirli expects her baby around Dec. 14. We have so much to be Thankful for. The Lord has blessed us so abundantly. We are enjoying a family unity and love such as I have never known. I sincerely hope that whoever might read this will feel the Spirit of transformation that has come over us. Truly we are now experiencing “A Bit of Heaven on Earth” in our home and can see and feel what salvation in the Celestial kingdom; being able to continue this relationship in the presence of God will be like.
I have been asked to give the Christmas message to the University Ward. This is a special privilege to be asked by a very discerning group of young people. I welcome the opportunity because I must ponder and pray and think deeply about the Savior if it is to be meaningful and then prepare myself further by fasting that I might have the guidance of the Holy Spirit. This is not just another assignment but rather a quest in understanding that I might carry the audience with me on to a greater understanding of our relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ. I miss Jane and Tom tremendously and look forward to Christmas when they will be returning home.
Although there is much to be done along the pathway of personal purification, I feel that the Spirit of the Lord is with me and guiding me. Two things have happened this past week which indicate it to be so.
Briefly, I was asked to see a woman about her back problem (2 previous surgeries) whom I did not know. It happened that she was a member of the Church. As we were talking after her exam it came to me by the Spirit that one of the key problems in her life was preparing to go on a mission. I told her so and she was startled and asked me how I knew about her. I told her I knew nothing about her before I walked into the hospital room. She then told me about her plans to go on a mission and how her son had administered to her and told her that she would be led to a person who would help her with her medical problems.
I have also been concerned about a brother who is a recent convert who became very confused and troubled. I was asked to fellowship him as a home-teaching companion. One night he was so confused and negative that he called the Bishop and asked that no one in the church contact him.
Lately I have had a strong feeling to go against that request and contact him and let him know of my concern for him. Last Sunday night he called me to tell me that he was feeling better and was finding his way back to the church. I just regret that I did not get the call to him first.
101 Priesthood brethren in our Stake will be making a temple excursion tomorrow to Oakland. This will be a special spiritual experience. We have 18 going from our ward. It has been my assignment to put it together for our ward.
May the Spirit of the Lord be with us this day and know the gratitude of our heart for all the blessing that are ours as a family; for the stewardship we have been given to manage; for life here upon this particular world where He worked out His ministry; for experience in adversity, love, and joy; for a deep-seated desire to learn – an insatiable desire to learn about Him; for a testimony and conversion to the Gospel of Jesus Christ.

Sunday, November 11, 1973

Nov 11, 1973



In the last Ensign (church magazine) the Assistant Church historian wrote about how many Saints have donated journals to the Church Historian’s office and admonished us – as families – to leave a record of our lives – for our families and for the church. This reinforces my feelings when I started this journal.
This past week has been very busy. I am so grateful to see and acknowledged that the Lord has blessed me that I have been given the skill to be a good surgeon. I say this because my surgical skills allow me to complete certain operations in 25% of the time it takes many other surgeons. I know this is because of the deftness of my hands coupled with attributes of self-confidence – the ability to make decisions – and a non-restrictive impulse for creative thinking. This principle is true in all walks of life. I do not take credit for this. It is clear to me that all that I have has been given by the Lord as a gift. My desire is strong to manage my stewardship in a pleasing way before the Lord. This week I took Leland with me to observe my work with patients on the ward and also in surgery. He seemed to be quite impressed by what he saw, and we were very realistic in putting things in perspective. Leland was able to discern immediately the psychological problems of several of the patients – This is something that the orthopaedic surgeons several years his senior cannot do. This is also evidence to me that Leland’s missions has brought a maturity for him and has allowed him to deal with the “issues of life” in such a way that he has matured years beyond the “learned” orthopaedic surgeon. The value of a mission to the young Latter-Day Saint is immeasurable.
Eric and Chris have told me that they will not be able to go to the temple until Nov 1975. The reason is that the St. George Temple will be closed for repair for 18 months. They feel that they must wait to go through the St. George Temple for their endowments. Although I am concerned about their waiting that long and being sealed to their children, I am sure that they are listening to the promptings of the Spirit. There must be a special reason for this direction and something very wonderful must await them at the St. George Temple.
I taught our High Priest class this morning – it truly was a spiritual occasion. I know that they choice brethren with whom I met bring a special spirit and strength to the class so that we can talk about truly meaningful Gospel doctrines. Our class in geneology is a very active enthusiastic group. The Spirit of Elijah is truly growing in our midst.
I am so grateful that the Lord is allowing me to be an instrument that is accomplishing His purposes and that I am learning to be an affective teacher by teaching by the Spirit.

Sunday, November 4, 1973

Nov 4, 1973



This has been such a special day. I feel such gratitude to be able to partake of the Lord’s Sabbath. I have a Bishop – Edward Filleny – who is a prime example of LDS leadership to me – He is truly humble, without guile, and has the Bishop’s mantle about him. I am grateful in sharing in love and mutual respect with him that gives me peace to know he will be my judge in passing the “test” for eternal life.
The Lord has truly heard our pleas and is now showering us with blessings. Eric will be ordained an Elder this month. Kirk, Leland, and I will be able to lay our hands upon his head together. How could the Lord bless me so much as to let me live in the presence of these choice young men and influence them in regard to gospel living. My spiritual eyes have been opened such that I can see the future impact our family can and will have in the Lord’s work. I can hardly contain the enormous gratitude I feel when I see that we will be able to continue this relationship for eternity.
Our home rings with deep and concerned Gospel questions and thoughts 3-4 times a week. Since Shirlie and Leland Anderson (my nephew and his wife) have moved to Seattle along with Eric and his family, our lives have taken on a new dimension. Norma and I find ourselves in the role of teachers. We accept one another as we are and are truly concerned about each others growth and welfare. I pray with all my heart that it may always be so!!!
I find myself living in the midst of the most choice people in my family that I have ever known. In addition, we share a gospel relationship with some of the world’s choicest Spirits in the 8th ward of the Seattle North Stake.