"I have decided to keep a journal because I believe that my life is important not only to myself but also to others. Perhaps I can stimulate others in my family to do likewise so that the family may be strengthened through deeper communication. Only that material which keynote the central themes of my life and its experiences will be recorded. Certainly it will not always be serious because I enjoy a sense of humor and do not take myself serious enough to think that everything that happens to me is earth-shattering. In fact, I enjoy a good laugh with others when my antics and habits are in review. It would be more than I could ever hope for, if my wonderful and choice family – those now living and those yet to embrace life here upon this earth – would read my thoughts and come to understand me as I desire to understand them. Then a love would develop in all our hearts for our God; for one another; for life; and for the quest for eternal life together. And so whenever a record is being made I pray that the Spirit might be with me that it will be felt by those who read these words in the spirit of truth. Only the decisions that pertain to our relationships with our Father in Heaven and the Savior are important. All other decisions will be of little consequence."

Saturday, October 20, 1973

October 20, 1973



Today I was given a reward for the Pursuit of Excellence by 800 Youth leaders convened in Seattle for a 3 day conference. Norma was also invited to attend. I really wanted her to go to and share the podium with me because it belongs to her just as much as it does to me. Although it was given for accomplishments in my profession as an orthopaedic surgeon, I was cited mainly for what has happened in our family and as a priesthood holder. It is very clear that I could not now enjoy the success I feel as a patriarch in our family nor the feeling that I have magnified my priesthood were it not for Norma’s strength, knowledge, love and support. And so we share our lives and the priesthood together. I was able to tell these choice young people who will soon lead the church through very difficult times the difference between receiving awards of men (Kappa Delta award) and the award they presented to me.
Norma and I saw several Saints – Pres. Badger, Glenn Haws, Pres. Fagg, Pres. Dance who rejoiced with us. Truly what a wonderful feeling to know that we are accepted and are comfortable in the company of the Saints. Surely this is but an audition for the feelings we will share with our beloved friends in the celestial kingdom. When I saw Cornell Blackham and Glenna we embraced and cried like babies. It was so very spontaneous – and although I’m a very emotional person, I lost my composure when I saw Cornell coming toward me with tears in his eyes.
I am concerned about the recognition that we give one another. Somehow I feel uncomfortable regarding the manner in which it is done. I have reflected deeply about how the Savior washed the feet of the Apostles during the last hours of his life. Surely his message pertained to one of the major sins of man – pride. How wonderful it is when a man can truly become a leader of men but yet be the least of them through his humility as a true servant.

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